huh!

ini entry penuh amarah dan emosi.. harap maklum n harap maaf..

1) jgn ggu sy bila sy x ggu kamu... gguan itu blh jd dlm pelbgi bntk.. plg sy alergik bile awak berpura2 berlaku baik.. innocent.. teraniaya... sdgkan sblknya berlaku... maka itu telh sy klasifikasikan sbg gguan thp kronik yg secara automatis telh mencetuskan neuron amrh otak sy... tlglah... knp perlu hipokrit? menunjukkan personaliti ayu.. lemah lembut kamu itu sdgkn kamu bkn begitu? siapa yg kamu nk tipu? huh!

2) kfrontasi... diskusi... itu caranya selesaikn masalh.. duduk n berbncang.. bkn men anta2 msg.. sms.. kata kot blkg..so immatured... not my style... (baru2 ni je blja buat gtu.. slhkah?)

3) slhkah aku brtnya? skdr mahukan kepastian... bertnyakan sesuatu yg kurg jelas,,,, slhkah? atau kamu mmg seseorg yg stp perbuatan kamu tidak blh dipersoalkan? jdi kalu x blh dipersoalkan bgtau dpn2.. xyh dpn nk tjk baik.. blkg.... hmmmmm

4) trus trang.. sy juga thu apa kamu katakan ttg sy dan dia.. lame dulu.,,, tp sy endahkan.. mgpa perlu bgkitkan apa yg tlh kamu perkatakan? sy abaikan kerana sy x mahu bermasalah dgn kamu.. tp lihatlh.. kediaman sy dan dia kamu ambl kesempatn.. hanya Allah yg lbh mengetahui.. kami x kisah.. hdp kami bkn kerana kamu semata2..

5) sy jg pnh menyktkan hati ramai org... tnpa sedar dan sedar.. saya mohon maaf.. tp kepda kamu... maafkan sy juga kerana rasanya hati ini blm mahu memafkn kamu... mgkn 1 hari nnt.. ble sy fkr kamu lyk dimaafkan...

-maaf.. sy agak emosi.. sy tdk suka diggu dgn hal2 sbgni.. sy jrg ambl pusing hal2 bgni.. tp kerana sy tlh dicemuh.. dihina dan dimaki.. sy perlu berckp... kerana sy bkn tuli dan buta... sy juga pnya hati... dan sabar... diam sy bkn bererti sy rela diperlakukan begitu... diam sy kerana sy tdk mahu perbesarkn hal2 bgni... sy tahu malu.. sy menjga aib kamu... kamu bgtu kah? fkrlah..... -

-maaf... sy sgt emosi.... (sbtulnya sgt2 marh.) dewasa yg berkelakuan keanak-anakkan.. hahahahahhahahahahhahahaah-

selesai jugak...

yeaH!! akhirnya selesai jgk... alhamdullilah... huhuhu...
baru selesai presnet tesis ari rabu aritu... huh! lega.. biarpn waktu present kena hentam kaw2 biar la.. asl leps sdh... hehhehe... kami dipesan oleh lectrr2 lain.. jgn nangis n be prepared... wow!!

yea.. sy perlu membentangkan tesis sy di hdpn dia... Prof Aro... (Abdul Rahman).. khabarnya dia tu org2 genius dlm malaysia.. bygkan lah apa yg tlh terjadi apbila sy, seorg mahasiswi yg masih terkapai2 atau lbh tpt kurg genius membentgkan tesis dpn org GENIUS apa jd? haahahahaha.. mestilah havoc..

sy setia menunggu dia dihapn makmal seawal kul 8.30 pg lagi.. kul 9.30 dia hadir... aah,,,, gaya beliau mmg x leh blah... sempoi gile... pakai kemeja belang biru, slack hitam n glove.. (mgkn sbb dia baru blk dari obersi kot).. huhuhuhu.. selamba melangkh mask ke dlm mkml.. first impression (wow! selamba gile).. debaran dlm hati ni dah memunck ni... at first dia mmg warm... bg kita perasaan aman n selmt... (sy pasti blh buat, anta sms kat mak "mak dah nk mule ni, doakan k" hhaha.. mak bls "ok2 best!".. )

1st presenter pastu 2nd presenter NEXT saya plak...,
wah!! berdebor nih! huh!.. cuak.... waktu present baru tnjk slide tajuk.. dah kena betulkan dah.. smpi slide abstract, beliau komen " ermmm bahasa awak ni berterabur.. xpelah jap g kita betulkan".. huhuhuhu... ok lagi nih... smpai slide last.. msh selamt..

'ok, back to 1st slide"
"buang ni" "ini xperlu, buang2. xder kena mengena pn ngn research awak" "apa itu MBL?" "bkn thorntorn ngn Sokoloft ke first inventer MBL?" "spe tu Tinker?" "asal mana? U mana?"
huhuhhhuh semua itu membuatkn sy berada dlm state blur amat. nk defend pn dah x berdy,,huhuu tgk jam dah lebh setgh jam ni.. huhuuh bile nk hbs ni? huhuu cptlah. time tu dah x kisah kena marah, kena herdik ke hape ke yg pntg hbs.. sbb sy jns x ksh diherdik oleh itu pa saja dia ckp sy kurg amik hati.. hehehhehe

yg pling x thn skali ialah bila Prof kuar statement "sbnrnya sokoloff n Tornton tu cikgu sy, sy di tauliahkan ke pakistan, india, china for this MBL. u'r talking to the master.. sbb tu bile awak ckp sy tahu mana silapnye. awak nk tgk email sokoloff anta kat sy?." awwww!! bygkan muka terkezut dan muka terkesima sy.. uhuhuhuuhu
ok... kata2 akhir beliau " i hav 2 do this, sy comment je k" ( sy mengomel sendirian " komen prof buat sy terpana" huhuhuu )



akhirnya selesai jgk... allhamdullilah.

pengajaran yyg sy dpt pas present ini:
1) 1st time present sorg2, everything is on me.. kena hentam pn tggg sorg2. dah xder org backup. dat time all i c muke2 member yg tmpg shimpati... huhuhuu ;(
2) byk ilmu baru dpt dari Prof.. even dia agak harsh.. but apa dia ckp betl...
3) pas hbs present baru sya jelas n clear ttg tesis sy,,,, waktu buat mmg blur... hehhehe

neway!! u rock PROF!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHUHUHUHUHUHUH....
(mimpi ngeri selama 3 mlm terbygkan muka dia mengherdik sy) hehehheh

ini beliau...curi2 amik gmbr...

me n myself.. it said

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Praktikal....

wah!! begitu skali... (tagline baru) sdh 4 mgu ni x update blog.. mals n busy (Busy sgt la).. hehhehe... so arini nk story psl praktikal.. cite dah lama dah pn.. dah tahu dr mgu lps lagi but TETAPI kehangatannya masih jelas terasa.. =).. wah!
mmg dh lame ktorg dak2 sem 7 ni menggu agknya bile la dpt tahu sekolah mana kitaorg nk g praktikal.. so aritu (last 2 week) terkeluarla watikah kat fakulti muzik nama2 n sekolah prktkl. pas habs kelas Fzk Tenaga trus bergegas ke fakulti nk usha nama... wah! begitu ramai sekali anak kandung suluh budiman bermukim kat situ.. mcm2 gaya ada.. terbaring... melunjur kaki.. berdiri cam stail bangau pn ada.. punya nk tgk nama la... alkisah... aku n Cu jmpa nama kitaorg. guess wat? ni lah part yg plg aku suke skali... tertera nama kami berserta nombor matriks nya di kertas A4 itu... hukhukhukhuk....
knp? knp? knp? aku pandang kau.. kau pandang aku.. pastu kita same2 gelak ala2 org kena nombor ekor... begitu skali... heheheh aah ermmm ye lahhh..



SMK TANJONG LUMPUR, KUANTAN...

aah sekolah tu lah.. ala sekolah tu... utk seketika sekolah ni popular pada thn lepas ngn segala macm misterinya.. huuuuhu.. agak cuak + meremang gak nk g sekolah ni..
sekolah x henti2 mendapat liputan media masa n media electronik.. trus call my bapak.. dia ckp mcm ni " takpa2.. ang p ja dulu.. blm p lagi dah kata lagu tu.. xsyok la.. yg depa kena histeria tu sbb diri depa sendiri.. kita ni mengaji2, semayang.. xda pa la.. p ja.." (so optimistik) (tu blm g lagi dh kena mukadimah ala2 al-kuliyah.. xpo2.. semgat tu... mak pulak ckp " hah! sekolah tu bkn de kes histeria tu ke? ehhh tukar la... meh buat kat2 sekolah lama hang.. xpa nnt mak ckp ngn cikgu besaq... kita tukaq na" Hah! xpayh suh dia tkq sekolah,, biaq p dia p sna, biaq dia rasa duk tpt org ( background effek dari bapak) so... xpe.. kita g je... cu ok aku pn ok..
sok bile mask kelas, xpsl2 kitaorg fofuler.... yea mereka sibuk bertnya kan kesahihannya.. dan kami pn mengiyakannya tnpa rasa segan dan malu... (hati batu ni, jiwa gelora tuhan je yg tahu).. huhuuhuhu....
ermmm mgharpkn yg terbaik la... huhuuhuhu... so tuk semua yg bkl berpraktikal gudluck!!!!!!

note: giler berfacebuk

smile......

to MR Nice Guy...

You´re better then the best
I´m lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow that´s right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Lets me know that it´s ok yeah it´s ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Even when you´re gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Don´t know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

BARU JMPA.... HEHEHHEHE

choop23.... ya ampun.... pas godek2 laptop adik aku ni terjmpa lak gmbar lame... nk share ngn korg... hehehhehe 

                                                 

gmbr raye 2 thn lepas... cukop koremm....

                                              

                                                          gmbr raya thn lps.....

jeng2!!! Tehah curik mkn biskut ehh? x pose yea.... gtau makkk Hah x pose...

sedap yea Hah? hheheh

"cedap2!! nk lagi leh x" kata Hah smbil menunjukkan isyarat best... A

CAMAT ALI GHAYE..........

assalamualaikumm... pertama2 skli.. sy KTK ingin mengucapkn slamt hari rya aidiladha ( clp2 aidilfitri) hehheheh.... segala slh slp harap di maafkan... jempt2 la dtg ke umh.. kalu xtau dimana lokasi umah sy sile google... rumah en mohmad salleh (sy tumpng rmah beliau).. hehehh

cerita raya.. 

beraya di umah atuk kat kL je.. rya pertama tnpa tok. agak suram.. rindukan dia. waktu arwah ada dulu pagi2 raya bisinglah dia bertnya kat atuk aku "besap... amik duit kiah bawak lapik kat dapuq tu,.. bagi duit raya kat cucu2" pastu arwah mesti senyum... bile sesi bersalaman n bermaafan mesti tok nangis.. aku pn x brp fhm apasal dia nangis... thn ni thn yg penuh kekosongan.. dah xde org nk gaduh ngn tok pasal rendang n ketupat dia.. dah x dpt dengar bisingnya mulut dia marah2 cucu... wan pn nmpak suram.. rindukan tok.. rindu...rindu... rindu....

huhuhuhuhuhhu

mlm raya best gak.. tgk sepupu main mercun... x kalah gak bapak i n pakcik2 i yg main kalah budak2 smpai kena sound la... hahahahahah

mlm  raya pertama tgk bola... MU vs M. City.... sonok time masuk gol.. x kisahla spe yg score dua-dua pn kitaorg sorak... hahahahah lalang btul la....

hmmm raya ni xder buat pe sgt.. duk umh je tgu org dtg tp xderr plak org dtg... heehehehhe...

pepe pn SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATINN... DUIT RAYE SILE LA HULURKAN... HAHHAHHAH

Note: 2 mr ady... gmbr raya itu terserlah kecomelan kamu.. kalau letak kat web mesti laris... hehehhe. hari raya aidilfitri yea bkn aidiladha.. lmbt g raya aji... hehhehe

' penulis bergmbr brsama mak, kakak, adik n sepupu, yg tiada dlm gambr en Mad, En Pesal dn cik ajim..... xtau mana depa p'